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Transsexual Evolution
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Transsexual Evolution  NEW PHOTO 12/11/10. Variation on a theme, Pretty cute shot thought my regular readers would enjoy it. Such a rapid paced bloom of everything lately, so grateful and proud to be the special person I am. I go about my everyday life, and yes an amazing array of things become very familiar and comfortable. Whether it is my personal grooming and preparations for daily life. My salon visits, maintenance of my wardrobe, working on my hair...the inevitable experience of attention all 6 feet of me gets in public life. It is all quite a bit of work and effort to try and be an attractive woman. It has all become a very natural, exciting and comfortable existence. I can remember many years ago in a very different phase of my life being ashamed of people seeing my shaved legs, when I still lived as a guy. Being embarrassed shopping for clothes, especially underwear. I also remember being sexually turned on by what has become plain everyday life. I used to go through some giant internal negotiation to go get my nails done, fearing the salon ladies would think I was weird, or laugh at me. Contrary my aesthetician and stylist have become my trusted allies, teasing and coaching me into a better presentation. As I have evolved they express admiration and pride in my evolution. In this day and age certainly value my loyal patronage. It is not uncommon to be fed lunch and candy on my salon visits!! I love those ladies, need to make sure Santa remembers them. Strangely everybody everywhere has been super nice to me. Whether in my local community, or my recent travels around the west coast. Delaying my transition was based in my unrealized fears of a very different experience. I feel like it tells me I am natural, not perfect, but authentic to myself... my personal vibe and integrity intact. Recently, my last post, I have set about recognizing I really want to take all my awareness and secure a select companion, or two, to enjoy friendship and sex. Complete that aspect of myself. It is tricky, as i have described in prior posts... men interested in me are usually very secretive in their desire to know me...which to me is very hurtful and unappealing. So, I patiently go about my life, my modest little achievements and emotional triumphs celebrated alone. In my recent efforts at updating myself here... my corsets, and recent imagery... are not unlike a fisherman tying a new fly to go out and catch the 'big one'... In my interesting little journey I have often had these mysterious leaps forward... where I just sort of go, Wow, this really is me, stunned, not really recognizing myself... all my change. I trip on being a fairly attractive 50 year old woman... and as I evolve my once formal efforts at presenting myself become less, not greater. I have stated before my sexuality, and intrigue, are really just a reflection of my internal and emotional growth. I know I am very fortunate to have my interesting, very desired life... that I dreamed of as a . All the personal sacrifices, the anguish and fear, patiently healing and surmounting social obstacles for a person like me. I have learned I am certainly a very sensitive, feminine and very brave person. Maybe courage is yet another layer of the feminine experience I never suspected as an outsider. Anyway I sure keep hoping someone interesting comes along and takes notice... an appropriate, but keen interest in an awesome fun girl. My life is constant adaptation and evolution. Which reminds me I need to go to the drug store and buy some nail lacquer - as I've heard Elton John call it - to save money I am gong to start doing my pedicures at home every other time... in the winter anyway. Keep it cool, and try and have fun in the holiday season. I just bought a James Brown Christmas CD... all fun JB original soul tunes about Christmas. Not a Jingle Bells in the bunch...I love it. That man's work makes anyone shimmy and shake their groove thing. My wife and I were happy for 20 years, and then we met.- Rodney Dangerfield |
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1/4/2011 7:29 am |
you are so sexy very sexy lady   looking for friends for fun and friendship 
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Thanks it is all very alarming. Raw unfamiliar power. Fruition of a lifelong dream... happy, proud, and learning so much so fast. My wife and I were happy for 20 years, and then we met.- Rodney Dangerfield
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Increadibly beutiful! So hot and sensual at the same time!
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Some guys seem to like seeing 'all' of me... I am very proud of my unique place in the world... my place on the sexual spectrum... perfect for me. My wife and I were happy for 20 years, and then we met.- Rodney Dangerfield
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Beautiful! Cock rings are a real turn on
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Colette, Got a notification that you posted to this blog. You have evolved a great deal since this post originally put up. I love the corset in your current profile pic. Peter
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