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FWB are the Quality of Life.
Posted:Sep 18, 2021 12:26 am
Last Updated:Sep 18, 2021 7:44 am
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Life is funny to me, in so many ways. If you are alone, everyone in the world is busy. If you are busy, everyone in the world would like to talk to you or spend time with you.

There never seems to be a even mix, does there. ? Not Complaining mind you. I find myself in a very unique and fun place right now. Feeling wanted, desired, and even cherished by wonderful FWB. That is all one can really ask for, especially in my current circumstance. Special time spent with a good friend, and reprieve from the stresses of everyday life as it will.

For me it is quality over quantity always. I would rather spend special times with a person who does care about me, and considers me a dear friend, then a troop of men just wanting to cum in any flea bag bottom feeder hole. Mmmmm that is a lovely description no wisnt it. But truly, the time you spend forming friendship that will last for years and years and get you through those rough patches. Celebrate with you when you soar high above the clouds in any of life's achievements.

To me that is what life right now is all about. In the far future of more develops with someone, then it was meant to be. If not, I will keep cherishing my FWBs.
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Resilient
Posted:Sep 17, 2021 12:11 am
Last Updated:Sep 17, 2021 4:04 pm
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I am tougher than most think
Raised tried and true
To stand up for myself
Or take the path of so many

Don't' mistake my demeanor
For being vulnerable or naive.
Im no ones fool for very long,
Bouncing back stronger then ever.

Sway with me this way,
Dance with me this night,
Show me that you care,
If you dare to be true to yourself.
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My Turn To Be In Charge Part 1
Posted:Sep 16, 2021 11:55 pm
Last Updated:Sep 17, 2021 4:07 pm
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This time of night obviously is usually reserved for me. I am feeling rather sexy, listening to music that inspire such. Thinking About what might go down.

This is just a fantasy, part fiction, part reality. You decide whatever fits your mindset.

All day I have been thinking about just what i would like to do to you. Tired of you teasing me with innuendos, suggestions, even demands. Oh little do you know my pet what I have in store for you once you arrive.

I hear the front door open, and I see you standing there with flowers and wine. You walk across the front room and stop in your tracks. I stand and slowly turn around, lett you take in all my curves. My outfit leaves little to the imagination and I am goas I turn the thrmostat up a few more degree. Black leather bustier, with matching thing high stiletto boots, and fish net stockings, complete with matching ass slapper in hand.

I smakc the ass slapper into my hands and tell you to sit down. You do so and I straddle you. "Tonight I am the one in charge, and you will be the one obeying. Understand>" You nod, and I trace the outline of your lips ever so slowly, letting you quiver your lower lip ever so slightly. I tell you to stand and give me a proper hello now. You rise and I not that you are much taller then me, though the stilettos help mauch up the distance.

To be continues

Ann
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Sometimes You Just Need to Cry
Posted:Sep 16, 2021 9:33 pm
Last Updated:Sep 17, 2021 4:09 pm
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Before I set to begin a new story, I wanted to digress some about my day. Everyone can ask you all day long how you are doing, and you will get a "I'm good" generally from me. But I will admit some days are harder then others.

See I have been trying to be kinder to my arms and shoulders. They are really so painful especially my right dominate one. Not only does it click when I move it and raidiate pain, it also charlie horses down the entire arm even to the finger tips. Some morning I wake up with my entire arm including fingers numb. So it has to involve the nerves.

So I only got to finish one piece of lingerie but I suspect that will be good enough. I had to ask my estranged husband to move some boxes and totes for me, so I could find the rest of my mending and material. Watching this once very strong man now struggle so much, is very hard. Heart breaking really, because no matter what we will always remain close friends. I hate to see him hurting so much, and unable to stand with assistance. It is devastating to see what has happened to him in such a short time. Despite our problems, I have no hate or ill will towards him. But we both know that I deserve to be really loved, cherished, respected and even desired by a man someday. BEcause of certain things that happened to him way before we ever met, it caused him to shut himself off from me in all those regards long ago.

So I broke down and cried today. Openly sobbed, because it isn't fair that someone should become so crippled to fast in life. Yes I know life isn't fair but with no relief from anyone, nor even anyone to talk to , it is so damn hard. But spending time with a wonderful FWB does help, Gives me that much needed escape where I do feel cherished and desired very much.

So anyway, that is the jift of my day. Then I dried all my tears and carried on with my day.

Chin up, eyes dry, smiling

Ann
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Being True To Yourself
Posted:Sep 16, 2021 11:50 am
Last Updated:Sep 17, 2021 7:57 pm
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I was sitting here getting ready to do some sewing, thinking about all the changes within myself. Feeling proud of myself, knowing what I out of life, and what I don't. Now more pretending for the sake of making someone else happy. At last this is my turn in life to say what I am. I to be treated with love, respect, dignity. To be cherished and desired. And I am to the best of the current ability. I have made some incredible friends on this site, which isnt easy to do. I do know who I am, and who I am not.

All we can be is ourselves, and to love who we are right now. Right now in our bodies, which are far from perfect but it is ours. To love the person and our personalities. Make changes on the things we need to changes. But making those changes for us, no one else.

Be true to yourself, love yourself, cherish yourself.

Ann
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Romance With Some Bad Boy Mixed
Posted:Sep 15, 2021 9:56 pm
Last Updated:Sep 16, 2021 11:41 am
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I sat and really pondered on what write tonight. I have a new story in mind, where the woman is in control which I think will be very hot. I am a switch so I do know what it is like, or rather I am finding out fast and loving it.

But I remiss that I am damn tired tonight so the new story will have to wait. I have had many sleepless night mainly because of pain in my shoulders and arm. But I am hoping to get a goods night sleep tonight.

So I thought, what do I really like about a man's approach. Well I like the Naughty and Nice in a man. He has manner's but then just enough self esteem to bring a bit of naughty to the table too. Flowers, candles, thoughtful gestures mean alot to me. A romantic pose, letting me know that I am special for at least that time. Looking into my eyes and holding my hand while you talk to me. Being attentive while we share lunch or dinner. Then tat "accidental" brush of the hand on my thigh. scooting a big closer so you can miss me, or whisper something very naughty in my ear. The playfulness that everyone loves.

Just because this is a sex site, it doesn't mean any kind of normal dating etiquette is gone. Yes if we like each other we will not do the bullshit of waiting for 29 dates before we have sex. We will be sealing the deal soon, because why else waste each others times. We already have unsatisfactory sex lives or we would not be here. What it means though is that the more you are interested in me, the better response you will be getting all the way around. I feed off of the energy and pleasure my partner has.

So there you have it. That old fashioned romance along with some bad boy too.

Licking lips

Ann
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The Why?
Posted:Sep 14, 2021 10:28 pm
Last Updated:Sep 16, 2021 11:35 am
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Thought you were free of me for tonight, didnt you? Well you thought wrong. As I was doing my nightly prep, I was thinking of a few things. Now first let me set the stage for my crazy life. All 3 dogs, and very old cat are on my bed. Why? Hmmmm have no idea, that is just where they all tend to hang out, with me. Now 125 lb Mastiff, i slaying right behind me, barely allowing me enough room to sit. Why? BEcause he is scared of 12 lb Poodle. Why? BEcause he is Charlie and that is what he does. Now 65 lb giant schnauzer played with poodle earlier and they were having a great time. Charlie ran from them and hid under the bed. Now 20 year old cat who is almost completely blind could care less. Here in a few moments I will plead, beg, and push big dogs off my bed so I can lay down.

Why tell you this? Because I can, and you sat here and read it, didnt you.

I was wondering this?

Ann
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Countryside Beauty
Posted:Sep 14, 2021 10:05 pm
Last Updated:Sep 18, 2021 9:57 pm
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Tonight I am very tired, was a long full day. My right arm and shoulder are still really causing me immense pain, which makes for little sleep. But I still managed to enjoy the day. Made a beautiful fall wreath, full of rich earth tones. Went for a lovely drive in the countryside which always does me so much good.

I prefer the Dollar Tree in another town, so I went down there. Have to get the fall decor items dontcha know. And then very nice lunch at a Mexican restaurant owned by a family. Super nice, enjoyed talking with them.

I struggle with social situations, always have. Social anxiety has always been my issue, I do not do crowds. Now crowd of dogs, yes all day long.

Anyway, tonight I am tired. Going to turn in early and read my book.

Sleep well my friends,

Ann
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For Your Pleasure Part 2
Posted:Sep 14, 2021 12:11 am
Last Updated:Sep 17, 2021 7:59 pm
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You sit down and tell me to come over to you. I bite my lower lip and do so. You tell me to bend over your lap. I know what is coming, You tell me that I must be punished for no obeying you. You expose my bare ass, and tell me to spread my legs.

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I shiver, and bite my lower lip. Excited and apprehensive, I await. Swack, Swack, swack. Then you rub the spot where your hand landed. Slipping a finger deep inside my very wet pussy, you ask me if I am going to disobey you again. I shake my head no, and you swat my ass again. "Answer me Slut," you command. No I answer, and with that you give me 5 more swats, once again rubbing my ass.

All of the sudden I feel warm oil dripping down onto the crack of my ass. Cascading over my puckered rosebud. I sigh loudly, loving the feeling. You trail a skilled finger down the crack, and stop to circle my rosebud, making me hold my breath. "Tell me" you say. "Tell you what" I asked. "Tell me what you want slut." with that I tell you that I want you to slip your finger in my ass. Slowly you do just that, little by little. Taking time to let myself adjust to the new intrusion. Then once the full length of your finger is inside, you slowly slip on more. sliding them in unison in and out of my rosebud . I can feel myself getting closer to cuming. all of the sudden you add two more fingers into my pussy, and use your thumb to rub my clit. I try to squirm and you hold me down with your strong arms. You know that I love it when you do tthat. I am now begging you to let me cum, and you tell me to not disobey you again. So I do everything I can to not cum, but I am so close. I can feel the blood reaching the nerve endings in my ass which will send me into one of the strongest orgasms. That in turn makes my pussy and c lit have a series of almost none stop orgasms, each one being stronger then the last. I know if I cum now I will not be able to stop cuming.

You stop, removing all fingers from the pleasure they were giving me. You grab a pillow and put it at your feet. Undoing your pants, you free your cock, which is already semi hard and oozing precum. You rub the head of your cock and tell me to get on my knees. Trying to recover from being on the cusp of orgasms, I do as you command. "Stick out your tongue" you tell me. I do so and you place your finger coated with precum on my tongue, telling me to suck it. I look directly into your eyes, letting you watch me suck all the juices off your finger. You tell me to suck your cock. Finally, I am so please. I take you fully and slowly into my warm awaiting mouth. Licking up each side, and then down to your balls. rolling each one around gently in my mouth, while stroking your cock. I want you to enjoy me making love to you by my mouth. It is my thank you, for all that you are to me. Running my tongue up the underside of your now hard cock, I can feel it throbbing. I know you are watching me, and I am enjoying that. I moan, looking at you as I take you slowly into my mouth. Letting my tongue pulse the underside of your cock, and take you all the way into my mouth. To the point of almost gagging but I have learned to control that. You wrap your fingers in my hair and begin guiding your cock in and out of my mouth. "Such a good coc sucking cock you are, and you are all mine. Understand?" I nod yes because I have a mouthful right then. You stand up and tell me to sit down. Then you wrap your fingers into my long red hair and begin fucking my mouth again. "That's it slut, show me how bad you want me to fuck you>" With that I open my throat up even wider, letting you slip all the way in, until my face is pressed again your pelvic area. You Hold my head there for a moment, then begin thrusting in and out again. I can tell you are getting so close.

You release me and tell me to climb onto the bed. I do so, and you tell me to spead my legs. "Spread your pussy lips wide for me." I obey, getting excited because I know that when you eat my pussy it feels incredible. You tease me a bit, kissing me first, slowly and deeplu while twisting and pulling on my nipples. You hear me moan again. "Please", I say to you. "Please What?". I tell you to please eat my pussy. With that you kiss me again deeply and using your tongue, glide your way down to my glistening pussy. I am so very wet, and you do not waste anytime licking and sucking my clit and lapping up my juices. You start to slip a finger inside of my pussy again, but then you tell me that you are going to make me wait for that. By now I am begging you to fuck me. I love the way your cock fits so well inside of me.

You give my clit on more hard suck and then climb between my legs again, this time kissing me deeply while you slip your hard cock inside of me. It feels so incredible, and I am moving in time to your thrusts. You can feel my vaginal muscles tightening up, over and over again. You can feel me cuming all over your cockl This drives you over the edge and you finally can hold back no longer. Looking into my blue eyes and kissing me deeply, you cum hard. I can feel you cuming and the warmth and amount makes me cum one last time. You see me smiling and you know.

Laying there catching our breathes, in each others arms. We know that there is so many fun, exciting and different scenarios that we will journey into together.

Thank you,

Dearest Ann
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Rising Above It All
Posted:Sep 13, 2021 2:02 am
Last Updated:Sep 14, 2021 12:17 am
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I know, I know. Some of you are wondering where is the conclusion the story. I will finish it in the next day of two. I have to do a warm , like a musician would liken too. Letting my fingers talk to the keyboard.

But I was thinking of what this site, different relationships, have taught .

Tonight I visited with a friend that I hadn't talked to in some time. We never got together or anything, we were just friends. But we had spent quite a few nights talking, and yes flirting too in good fun. Anyway it always feels good reflect and even be there for a friend who is going through his own personal conflicts. Back when I first got know this man, he was the first person who contacted when I made a profile . I was very naive, and he helped walk through what was safe do and not do, etc. I was different then I am now.

I have grown a thicker skin, after encountering men who were not truthful. I have learned not get so emotionally invested right off the bat. Don't get wrong, I am still very sensual, and loving. But I am not desperate for love I once was. If a relationship grows into more than FWB or a lover, then wonderful. If not, then that is wonderful too and just what it is meant to be. I will be fine if I never fall in love again, life goes on. Sometimes a true sound friendship is the best , most trustworthy thing you could ever have. We start out life forming bonds of friendship, and at the end of our lives that is what we have life really.

I know whatever happens I will be fine. I am tougher than I ever thought I was. I will not let any narcissistic asses tear me down ever again. I am more blunt and feeling self assured more and more. Keeping a positive attitude and finally knowing who I am and what i like is a key point for me.

This site has its good and bad pints, but I have made incredible lasting friendship that have lasted over 2 decades in some cases.

Be you, trust in yourself, and love you.

Ann
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I have Top Fans!
Posted:Sep 11, 2021 9:42 pm
Last Updated:Sep 14, 2021 12:18 am
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Wow, who knew!

No one could be more shocked than myself when I glanced down and I have Top Fans!

of people, who would have thunk it. I never would have seriously even dreamed of such.

But I thank you who are my fans, for making me feel so wonderful. I do really appreciate it so very much.

Another long day, grocery order was finally delivered. We have our groceries delivered because of physical disabilities. Especially the heavy stuff, and even though our order was two hours late the nice man who brought them, even carried them into the house. He insisted, isn't that something. Of course we doubled his tip, was so very nice of him. It was a large order too because I tend to shop for the bulk of our needed items a month at a time.

Anyway, thank you again. Like all of you, today was a somber day. Marking the 29th anniversary of 9/11. Never seems to get easier does it.

Ann
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Crazy Running
Posted:Sep 10, 2021 11:38 pm
Last Updated:Sep 14, 2021 12:18 am
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Today was a crazy busy day, so I wont be finishing the story tonight.

Started out right away with paying bills, ordering groceries, doing some finanical planning.

Laundry, deep cleaning the kitchen, and cooking dinner. Homemade hash-browns, bacon and scrambled eggs.

I felt better today, slept for 7 hours uninterrupted which is rare for me. I think it helped that my FWB/lover is organizing a two day weekend next weekend. Even asked if I could spend two nights instead of just one. That meant alot to me, nice to be wanted and cared for along with some amazing sex.

Yes we each other that we are using each other for sex, but in fact we are. Yes we enjoy each others company but the sex sweetens the pot. I can hardly wait, going to be amazing.

Then I also had to do wound care on my spouses ulcerated toe. Been that way for about 6 months now, even with specialized wound care for months. But even though we are separated I still care and am his part time caregiver. I would never just turn my back on him, we have a long history and part of me will always love him. And yes he knows and even before we were separated, with his okay I have me sexual needs met outside because he can not.

So just wanting to let you all know that I am very very honest about the whole thing.

Keep smiling, the weekend is here!

Ann
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The True Value of Honesty
Posted:Sep 10, 2021 12:16 am
Last Updated:Sep 10, 2021 7:44 pm
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As I am turning in, I am feeling very blessed right now. Amiss all the hurt and lies we all face in life and on this site, there are some very genuine real people.

Often you do not even realize what a true friend you have, a friend who extends a caring hand for you to take. Whether it is talking, holding, and any variety of sexual benefits you might entertain together. Helping soothe a broken heart, from a careless person. Making you realize that you are still vital, desirable, and cared about.

To me right now, as I face some medical challenges soon - this is such a wonderful feeling. It is a tough thing as we all age, wondering about our future, the future of relationships, even friends who seem to have evaporated, and family who is often too busy. But it only takes one genuine honest, person to truly help you through the rough patches and celebrate with you on the victories.

Above all, be honest. There is too much drama in life as is, no need to make more. No head games, fake claims, pretending to be anything you are not. If you are honest, most things can be worked out to a degree.

Goodnight my friends,

Ann
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