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Thank you for taking the time to visit my world - my life journey in words. I invite you to follow along with me as I life each day fully, with no pretentions. What you will find here is a sharing of my innermost thoughts, my happiness, my frustrations, my sadness, my fears, my oddities, and, so much more. I am quite happy with who and what I am, as my life is ever so blessed. Like all of us, I have many different sides. I don't feel the need to justify myself to anyone, not in the slightest. While I am not everyone's cup of tea, common courtesy and respect is expected, not only to myself, but also all others who may share their views/experiences on my page. There is no tolerance for judgments or drama here - the practice of FUCKTARDISM is strongly prohibited. As the saying goes, "Misery Luves Company". If this is YOU, please take your circus elsewhere, as I only allow good, healthy stuff into my life.
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Posted:Jul 20, 2017 2:22 pm
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If you can offer is the SEXUAL REALM - talking or otherwise - thanks in advance for BORING the fuck out of ...

I'm really more interested in your IQ SIZE than your COCK SIZE. Yeah, weird, rite?!

When the INTERIOR is "UGLY", the EXTERIOR loses all appeal - FAST ...

Being a "SEXUAL DEVIANT" & INSATIABLE doesn't negate the other parts of . PACKAGE DEAL. If you aren't one also, then I really have no interest ...

I am an EXHIBITIONIST and keep my pics on the "TASTEFUL AND PLAYFUL" side of this trait. This is NOT be confused with being a (in the traditional sense). If you don't realize there is a difference ... is our friend ...

I continue remain the forever eternal optimist, seeking GOOD STUFF in my life, DEEP, MEANINGFUL CONNECTIONS ...

If you are you a "WORD PHOBIC", please move on, there is nothing for you here ... I don't do "word smut" ...

Want get know ? Then, make the effort. I don't make someone a PRIORITY who I am just an OPTION . Neither should you. My world doesn't have a REVOLVING DOOR - neither should yours. Not into being your flavor of the week, the day, the hour, the minute, the second. Don't get this concept - UGH ...

I don't take candy from STRANGERS ... not even chocolate ...

I luv MIND FUCK GAMES, just NOT the ones that FUCK with PEOPLE and their EMOTIONS ...

Back to your regularly scheduled program ...

My BLOG is and running - YAY! A great outlet for my stories and poems, silly and serious stuff ...

I am under construction as the only thing that is constant is change. There is always something to learn, experience and share ...

<<<She's a SUPERFREAK ...

Hey There - Welcome to my world and thank you for stopping by! Pull up your favorite chair & perhaps a snack - this will be more like a short NOVELLA. I am not sure where to go with this, so I will be just me, nothing less, nothing more, with no pretensions. Besides, everyone else is already taken. It took me awhile to get here and I luv the person I am ...

I believe in SPEAKING FREELY AND HONESTLY. The word filter and me do not mix into the same sentence and do without being mean. GIVE RESPECT - GET RESPECT. It's that SIMPLE ...


I am a FREE SPIRIT - to try and cage me would be like cutting the wings off of a butterfly. I am given wings so that I can be, so that I can learn to fly and explore in a healthy and safe manner. I should want to come back to you out of willingness to, not out of obligation. Why would one want it to be any other way? This seems to be the rite place to mention that MICROMANAGEMENT will not work in my world. Yes - trying to control my MUSIC is micromanagement - who would have thought?!

I don't so much like labels. If I had to describe myself it would be like this: a SUBMISSIVE and a MASOCHIST, a/k/a PAIN SLUT. I am also very much a DADDY'S LITTLE GIRL. I am totally into the ROMANTIC aspect as well, and luv to kiss, cuddle, and, of course pillow talk, as I find peace and protection in his arms. Each side of my personality feeds a need in me. All relationships are as different as the people involved ...

The MIND is the most intense organ a person has and mine works in overdrive. The art of communication & conversation - the melding on the mental plane is what does it for me. Take my mind and the rest flows ORGANICALLY AND NATURALLY. The body is just a vessel of our thoughts & words. I am a highly sexual/sensual creature, tho I am bout way more than sex. Don't get it? Don't bother ...

Definitely a word girl who can hold a decent conversation about all different types of topics. If you can't read, don't know more than 4 letter words, and can't form a complete sentence which makes sense, we are not a match. - mental orgasms rock. Often times, they don't even involve things of the sexual realm. If your brain is below your waist - save your keystrokes. Don't get it? Don't bother!

I am a WORD FETISHIST, both the voyeurism of and exhibitionist of. If one can't actually feel the words that are writing, speaking, then why bother. The Question & Answer game is an awesome way get know someone. I am an inquisitive creature by nature, also an over-expresser and over-communicator. Most likely an "over-everything". FREE THINKER. NON-COMFORMIST . SAPIO-PHILE. FLUIDITY ...

I am munchkin sized at about 5'1-ish, barely making the height requirement for rides, brown eyes, shoulder length reddish-auburn which goes well with my spit-fire personality. If you have a clown phobia, not to worry, we are not talking clown red. Pennywise ruined me for life and clowns are a hard limit. I have been described as a ball of energy and told that I am pixie/imp-ish like - LOL - or is it imp/pixie-ish like - LOL - whatever this means!! I don't see myself as the sexy, seductive and sultry. Smile in copious amounts daily and do not spare the use of exclamation points! I could stand to lose about 20 pounds, tho, I do happen to love my curves, as they make me less breakable - HAHA! I do not let my weight define who I am as a person. In case you are not into the webbed-foot look, you won't even notice mine when I wear open-toe stiletto's!

I am very socially outgoing, but, do tend to be shy and awkward in certain settings/situations. One tattoo - a few piercings ...

No one is perfect - even if you think you are. If so, there is an on/off switch located somewhere on your person. This makes you a robot. I have been turned into one before, played with one, tho, I don't want to be in a relationship with one. Don't get it? Don't bother!

I am not the model, classy type, in looks or otherwise, but more so ordinary, plain jane-ish and simplistic and don't require much to be sustained. Perhaps I would clean quite nicely if given the chance. If you are looking for a BARBIE DOLL, not only in body, but with a vacancy sign flashing in her head, we are not a match ...

I am a self-admitted klutz-o-matic which does not seem be contagious, however, a suit of armor & current medical insurance could be helpful! I have been called a Pinball Wizard (great song) and don't lose much! Not really a sports girl, but luv be tackled! Liver, peas, lima & kidney beans are my food limits list and I am not afraid break a nail - they grow back! I enjoy watching physiological thriller movies & B-rated horror movies - and don't so much mind blood! The GPS thingy is one of my favorite inventions, even though she tends yell at a lot. I enjoy video & board games, flea markets, thunderstorms, and thrift stores to name a few. I luv glitter and coloring. Hate math & history - BOO!!

Some of my super-girl qualities are: playfulness, down-to-earth, unique, romantic, edgy, silly, creative, compassion open-minded, trustworthy, willing compromise, honesty and integrity. I love laff, especially so hard when you can't breathe! I do this in copious amounts a daily basis and can laff at myself! - I GIGGLE SNORT...

SCORPIO - due my EXTREME level of INTENSITY, I have been told that I am an acquired taste and can only be taken in SMALL DOSES ... LOL - THIS MAY OR MAY NOT BE TRUE ...

I'm a kitchen goddess, tho partial to baking. Music is a big part of my life - it's the word thing! One- wonders, oldies, jazz, alternative, such as Nickelback & 3 Doors Down, anything from Bread & America Floyd, The Stones & The Doors. My tastes in music, and else, are very diverse, as I am always open new explorations and experimenting ...

I work and go skool, as well as volunteer my time when I can fit it into my schedule. Luv taking care of my home and the people in my life. I do have Dyslexia, a bit of ADD and OCD and am pretty high functioning without any meds. I do not let my learning disorders define me and keep my from living life to the fullest extent ...

I luv happy tears, to be written on, being bitten, clothes pins, saran wrap, punching, gags, paddles, crops, whips, blindfolds, begging, role-playing/dress , slapping, canes, crawling, single-tails, sharp & pointy, sting, thud, spitting, verbal humiliation, toys. yeah, his hands, my throat, and so much more. I can be VERY INTENSELY DARK sexually speaking. My food limits list is way longer my no go in the sexual realm. Tho, I am also VERY SENSUAL AND EROTIC, and luv kiss, spoon and hold hands, so please don't let the former deter you, should you be interested in getting know . I would also adore exploring the art of TANTRA!!

I can't possibly put myself in a box, that is, describe myself in a few paragraphs, or more than a few, as I am NOWHERE near a "COOKIE CUTTER" type of girl. If you are willing take the time it requires get know , of , you will find that I am multifaceted and will keep you your toes!

Some of the qualities I look for in a man are DOMINANT/ALPHA, confidence, compassion & passion, intelligence, the ability to laff & the ability to cry. A sense of humor is a must. You should be a gentleman, but also have a wicked bad boy side and not be afraid to be a little rough with me. My favorite 4 food groups are: a nice smile, kissable lips, piercing eyes and a sexy chest. A happy trail does a girl good and I luv the feel of scruff on my body!

I absolutely adore tall men!! Also, I tend to be attracted to dark hair and the more rugged type, as well as men with "salt & pepper" hair. Age wise, I'm not into changing diapers or bedpans. Other than this, trying to leave age open, as I am open to all good stuff in my life ...

Beauty is in the eyes and heart of the beholder and each of us sees it differently. I am adult enuf to realize that I am not everyone's preference and can more than handle this. You should too. In my world, a relationship consists of many different parts. Emotional, spiritual, mental, physical, and so much more. And, so should yours ...

You be you - I will be me ...

I believe his Dominance over me is just as much a gift as my submission freely given to him - THE NATURAL ORDER OF THINGS. Everything is mutual. Admiration, respect, trust, just to name a few of the basic foundations, which have to be present for a successful relationship ...

It is like looking for a needle in a haystack when there is no actual haystack. One who is like a "WICKED PRINCE CHARMING" type. Hope springs eternal and I remain cautiously optimistic, or is that optimistically cautious ...

My Ideal Person Ideal person? That's like asking for perfection - they really don't exist, per say. They are only what our perspective is, how our mind perceives them. We all have something to offer - just a matter of finding one who wants to teach, learn, share, experience life in every way - on every level. One who touches your soul with such depth ...

And ...


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T-W Syndome ...
Posted:Feb 11, 2016 5:12 am
Last Updated:Nov 27, 2020 2:38 pm
"T-W Syndrome" ...

A syndrome in which you completely waste another person's time ...

Which type are you?

A. The "not what you are looking for ..." Of course - you just couldn't resist letting me know this - that you have less than nothing to offer. Thanks - now I can move on with my life!

B. The "don't know how to start a conversation ...". Uuuumm - I wrote a fucking novella for a profile and all you can think of is "hi". So - bore much?

C. The "really, I am not just looking for sex ...". Of course you aren't. You just have a knack for working "nice tits" into every sentence. What an awesome special talent. Your family must be so proud!

D. The "distracted by bright and shiny ..." You max out at 72 hours - sometimes less. Always looking for the next best thing - you will never be happy. A peapod has a bigger attention span. How sad for you.

E. The "no time/no effort ..." Of course you want to get to know me. You are just way too busy saving the world from villains to make this even remotely happen. Don't forget to wash your cape after each capture!

The TIME-WASTER sign in sheet is over there ... >>>>>>>>>>> ... I even left some pretty colored sharpies for you to write with.

Faithful - To Myself ...
Posted:Dec 11, 2017 5:17 am
Last Updated:Jan 22, 2021 8:41 pm
At 50 years young, I have been on this plane of existence for half a century. As the days progress, new "flaws" comes to pass. Or, perhaps, they are the ones never noticed before. The ones SOCIETY shoves down our throats on a daily basis in social media. Commercials - TV - movies - radio - the web. Even at bars/clubs and recreational events. There's really no escaping it. Kinda like when I was a little girl and my mom forced me to eat LIVER, making a trip to the PORCELAIN GODDESS INEVITABLE ...

*CAVEAT: Not being anywhere near perfect, those "lapse of judgment" moments, can and do happen, brought on by a specific circumstance/situation/person. And, this one was really unpleasant. Exercising FREE WILL, I made the decision to do this. There wasn't a madman holding a gun to my head. I OWN my choices - good - bad - indifferent. And, I do my best to LEARN from the from each of them ...

Several months back, I went to one of those places to see bout getting an eye job. I talked to the woman for a bit, then she left and I watched this video on how THEY WILL MAKE YOU BEAUTIFUL - how you can - once again - become beautiful. I've never considered myself of that nature. Not in my younger years, not currently. NOT EVER. At best, I'm the "cute as a button", type, which suits me just fine. Afterwards, the woman came in, sat me in a chair in front of a mirror, which is, of course, INTENTIONALLY DESIGNED to MAKE one SEE the WORSE in THEMSELVES. She gave me the pitch bout how my crow's feet will disappear - how my eyelids won't "droop" - among other things. Then, she casually mentioned how I should consider "AN ENTIRE FACE LIFT". My cheeks are this. My chin is that. And, apparently, my forehead is pretty fucking horrid too. For nearly half an hour so, which seemed like fucking forever, I watched in the mirror as she manipulated my face with her hands. I LISTENED as she MANIPULATED my MIND with her WORDS ...

Then, as the contract comes out, she reminds me, how I, once again, can be one of the "beautiful people", you know, CONSIDERING my AGE. And, how the "whole world will open up" for me. More job opps - more relationship opps. Pretty much a better life overall. Cause, "knowing" me for all of like 45 MINUTES, she can tell just how much my life totally fucking sucks. All I have to do is sign this - just one tiny little piece of paper. Then, to top off my dwindling self-esteem, this: "we also have referrals for WEIGHT ISSUES", she says to me while sauntering round in her size 6 dress. (Yes, she was very OUTWARDLY ATTRACTIVE, tho her INNARDS not so much). Perfect - throw BODY SHAMING into the mix, another EPIDEMIC in the world in which we live. Like seriously?! Not everyone's body chemical makeup is geared towards society's version of what beauty LOOKS LIKE - of what beauty SHOULD BE - of what beauty IS. For me, my auto immune disease is a huge factor, and modern meds have only added to the issue. My weight can easily fluctuate by bout 15 pounds. This can occur within a 6 month period - or a period of a few weeks (and, yes, I already workout and happy meals aren't on my food list) ...

I left not signing anything, for numerous reasons. Tho, what I did do is this: cried all the way home. Hard to drive thru tears - had to pull over until I was able to compose myself. To control my breathing, so I wouldn't go into a panic attack. What I did do was my best not to WALK by a MIRROR - for WEEKS. If I couldn't avoid one, I'd cry when I looked into it. Sometimes, just for a few minutes. Other times, sad tears would stream down my face for hours. The worse was when I wanted to destroy the full length mirror in my personal room, which I use to dress and stuff. Knowing I could never get away with that, I turned my attention to my lit up make up mirror, sitting on the table. Wishing so badly for it to "accidentally" crash to the floor - shatter into trillion pieces - along with the face looking back thru it. Tho, unlike humpy dumpy, NEVER to be picked up and pieced back together. Since it wasn't going to fall on its own power, I kinda sorta helped it along. Staring at the pieces of glass, a slew of tiny machetes of the MENTAL internal kind twisting into my BARE FLESH. Cutting my insides open - blood - bad blood - pouring out from my soul. Lots of it ...

My therapist (a lot of people have a therapist - for any number of reasons), she suggested only one thing: I put together a "MANTRA" for every day of the week. As hard as this was to do, the next step was even more fucked. Every morning and nite, while looking into a MIRROR repeat the days mantra 3 TIMES. "K" had no clue to the extent of what she was asking of me. "No, that's incorrect", she stated, "I'm not asking this of you. What I am doing is simply giving YOU the TOOLS - the COURAGE and STRENGTH - to GIVE yourself permission to ALLOW you to ask this of YOURSELF" ...

The task was huge - one DAY at a time. One SECOND at a time, if that is what I had to do to MAKE IT THRU. Little by little, I allowed myself to get a glimpse of me (or, is it I allowed me to get a glimpse of myself) in the bathroom mirror and started doing the mantra thingy. On days that I told myself I had to be brave, I scarfed down mega doses of courage cereal, so that I could intentionally be able to view myself in the full length mirror, so that I could be okies with seeing my reflection. As the weeks passed - which turned into just bout 2 MONTHS - thoughts of this not so stellar life choice started to dissipate. Only remnants remained, tucked away in a place that I could live with. My MIND letting go, it became just a distant and faded memory. The rest of me moved on ...

The FACE that tells the STORY of ME in THIS LIFETIME. The face that has laff lines - reminding me of the amount of times I've laffed so hard I couldn't breathe - that my tummy hurt. The face that has eye wrinkles, reminders of the amount of times that I had to squint to see expiration dates on coupons to save a buck or two. Or, the amount of times I had to read labels on food products to make sure they don't contain wheat/gluten. My nose that the mean girls in skool used to make fun of - why? Just cause they could ...

The BODY that tells the STORY of ME in THIS LIFETIME. The scars that I gave to myself, wanting so badly to escape at times. The scars that others gave me. The luv handles - the thick thighs. The scar on my knee from when I tripped on campus and ripped my jeans and bloody up my knee, which turned into a tiny little heart. The natural boobs that aren't exactly perky these days. The auto immune disease that I am plagued with, that pretty much is destroying my entire system, it's conquests visible on my outer shell ...

All these little reminders and more show that I've LIVED LIFE - not just sat on the sidelines and watched it go by. They show that I am not only a DEMON SLAYER of those who HARMED ME, tho, also to my OWN PERSONAL DEMONS. They show that I am a SURVIVOR ...

THE FOUNTAIN OF YOUNG ISN'T A PLACE OR THING - IT'S NOT TANGIBLE ON THE PHYSICAL PLANE. It's not found on a map, or thru GPS. It can't be touched - seen - tasted - smelled - heard. You can't drive to it, take a bus, train, plane, boat, nor see it to take a picture. You can't taste it's water, smell the droplets that pour from it, or hear it flow down ...

THE FOUNTAIN OF YOUTH IS AN INTERNAL STATE OF BEING. It's an attitude. It's accepting and being comfy with who and what you are. It's self respect, self worth and self dignity. It's really the ONLY thing one has that can't be ripped away - unless one gives ANOTHER the POWER to do so. BEAUTY is kindness - compassion. It's the ability to luv without conditions. To luv those, who, for whatever reason, are unable to luv themselves. It's helping someone with their bags in the food store or throwing some change into a tip jar at the pizza place. BEAUTY is a smile to a passing stranger - the only one they mite see for days - if not weeks - or months. It's visiting a homeless shelter, or donating to those in need. It's running to the 24 hour CVS for cough medicine, in the middle of a blizzard. It's giving up the last glass of milk in the house so that someone else can have their cookie fix ...




I am AGING GRACEFULLY and CONTINUE to remain LOYAL to the FACE, BODY, MIND, SOUL and SPIRIT that I have CREATED ... keeping REAL and TRUE to MY OWN THINE SELF ...

P.s - thanks A F F ... my OCD doesn't so much like being sideways in my 50BD portrait for my blog ...

Quote Of The Day: 7-25-21
Posted:Jul 25, 2021 12:29 pm
Last Updated:Jul 26, 2021 9:42 am
"I'm NOT BURGER KING ... you can't have it your way ... there is nothing on my menu for you. When I say I'M NOT INTERESTED, what I really mean is I'M NOT FUCKING INTERESTED" - Me ...

For FUCKS SAKE, it's not a difficult concept to grasp - mmmkkk, thanks!
Quote Of The Day: 7-17-21
Posted:Jul 17, 2021 5:26 pm
Last Updated:Jul 26, 2021 3:26 pm
"Like an artist
Who had finished a masterpiece
And is almost afraid,
You passed your finger
Over my lips
Outlining their curves
In the darkness.
And when you felt them smile
You kissed the smile out
And forced hunger upon them —

~Mary Carolyn Davies, "Songs of a : XXII," Youth Riding, 1919
Quote Of The Day: 7-16-21
Posted:Jul 16, 2021 2:00 pm
Last Updated:Jul 25, 2021 11:40 am
"PNJ's are always better when your mom makes them and you round the crust" - ...

My PNJ was good ... but it wasn't yummy, you know ... the way a mom could make ...

Her birthday is coming, and, all the little things are reminders of how much I miss her. Knowing she's in a better place with no suffering helps ...
Quote Of The Day: 5-7-21
Posted:May 7, 2021 5:48 pm
Last Updated:May 16, 2021 3:16 pm
"I KILL plants - fake or real. So can't commit to any kind of shrubbery" -

So, today, there was a slew of plants outside the food store, waiting to find their new homes. After I did my shopping and I was leaving, some lady came rite up to me and shoved a dam plant in my ...

Well ... that was fucking bizarre for shizzle. Tho, worth the thin and crispy butter pecan cookies ...
Quote Of The Day: 5-4-21
Posted:May 4, 2021 4:29 pm
Last Updated:May 16, 2021 3:15 pm
"You are a fucking dam idiot ... how do you even breathe on your own?!" - Me

Some people just suck the niceness rite out of you ...

Quote Of The Day: 4-30-21
Posted:Apr 30, 2021 8:28 pm
Last Updated:May 16, 2021 3:20 pm
"Perhaps the surest test of an individual's integrity is his refusal do or say anything that would damage his self-respect" - Thomas S. Monson
Quote Of The Day: 4-29-21
Posted:Apr 29, 2021 7:03 pm
Last Updated:May 9, 2021 7:31 am
"We enjoy the nite, The darkness, where we can do things that aren't acceptable in the lite. Nite is when we Slake our thirst" - Unknown
Quote Of The Day: 4-28-21
Posted:Apr 28, 2021 6:01 pm
Last Updated:Apr 30, 2021 8:29 pm
"Your lips are like wine and I want to get drunk" - Unknown
Quote Of The Day: 4-25-21
Posted:Apr 25, 2021 1:44 pm
Last Updated:May 7, 2021 10:15 am
"I need someone who sees the fire in my eyes and wants to play with it" - Unknown ...
Quote Of The Day: 4-19-21
Posted:Apr 19, 2021 6:37 am
Last Updated:Apr 26, 2021 2:07 pm
"Hope is the bird who senses the dawn and carefully starts to sing while it is still dark" - Unknown

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