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When I was in junior high school I had a friend who introduced me to sucking cock. He was a couple of years older ( of friends of the family). We were wrestling around one early summer day when he pinned me, knees over shoulders. In that position his semi-hard cock was peeking out of his shorts. He caught me starring at it, it being just inches from my face. I looked up at him and he was smiling a wicked grin. Time seemed to stand still. He leaned forward and pushed his cockhead to my mouth and I found myself opening my mouth to take it in.

I sucked on it for a couple seconds and he got off of me and before I could get up he had his shorts off and was sitting on my bed. He said, “Come here.” And I found myself crawling over to be between his legs, staring eye-level with his now hard cock. “Suck it,” he said with a bit of a nervous voice and I found myself doing just that.

I held it in my mouth for a while. I could feel the silky strength; the power of his hard cock and I remember (as if it were today) how turned on I was. I liked it. “Start going up and down on it,” he told me and I did. It wasn’t long before I was startled to feel him shooting his cum into my mouth. The feeling was amazing and I found that I loved the taste of his cum. “Swallow it,” he said and I did.

I kept his cock in my mouth until it went soft. He laid back on the bed, now fully on the bed. He wasn’t done. He told me, in low tones but with direction, to lick his balls. Again, without hesitation – as if I had no choice – I found myself licking his balls, from just under the base of his cock to just above his asshole. In no time his cock was growing again.

“Give me another blowjob,” he said and I did. And I enjoyed it.

He used me like that every day during the summer months and whenever our families got together or took a vacation together. He never reciprocated and his direction and dominance increased over the years. He used me until my sophomore year in college.

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Shortly after college I fell in love with a free-spirited woman. She had had several partners before me and was pretty free about sex. Over the years I had been curious about her sex with other men and during our sex we would talk openly about how they fucked, sucked and how she would find herself agreeing to fuck them. She knew the idea of a more dominant man fucking her and it being out of my control was a turn on to me. I remember her asking, “If we did have another man in our bed, would you want to suck his dick in front of me or just watch him fuck me? What if he had a friend along and they both wanted to fuck me? Would you keep one hard for me while I fucked the other one?” She knew the answer because my cock was hard.

A couple years into that relationship she commuted each week to school just out of state; close enough to visit weekends but far enough away to have to live there. It didn’t take but 6 months before she was fucking other guys. When she would come home or I would go there we would “fantasize” about our dominant partners coming into our bed and fucking her. What I didn’t realize until later was that she was just recounting the fucking she had been doing. To this day I don’t know if I unwittingly hung out with the guys who were cumming in her while we were apart.

I retrospect, I was stupid to have not asked for a threesome with me in a sub role to both of them. Ironically, it probably would have saved that relationship.

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Fast forward 25 years.

As much as I wanted to and thought about it (which was and still is every day) I hadn’t sucked cock since college. The internet wasn’t a thing for the most part during this time so hooking up wasn’t as easy as it is today.

Married at 40 to someone I knew in grade school, we found ourselves living on the shore of Virginia. One day, and after spending a few years on the net conversing with guys about my need to give head and how I wanted to see a dominant man fuck my wife, I wrote out a letter describing a reoccurring dream that I had about my then wife. I gave her the note.

In a nutshell, it said that I was having dreams about another man on top of her, fucking her, while I watched from just a few feet away. I wrote about how she was thoroughly enjoying it and how she looked into my eyes with the silent declaration that it didn’t matter whether I liked it or not, she was never going to stop fucking other guys. I then wrote about how much the idea turned me on.

I didn’t know how she was going to react but she surprised me. She said if that really did turn me on that she would be okay with trying it. We had explosive sex for the next month as we figured out how to find “a guy.”

During our fantasizing the subject of me sucking his cock came up and I feigned that I hadn’t thought about it but that I was intrigued about trying it. So, the search morphed into a dominant make to the both of us; a couple with an orally bi sub male to both he and she. I would find prospects on fbookhookups.com (she didn’t know I was on there and my profile was just as much about giving head as it was about a threesome) and get them to hit on her through a game called Words with Friends, which had a chat component. She simply thought it was a pick-up place.

I would help the guys – who I already vetted for being okay with me sucking them off both during and on the side – navigate the flirting via Kik while they hit on her at Words with Friends; I would feed the insight into her thoughts.

She had developed a good repose with a few guys but one guy in particular: Mark.

As we drove home from our 10th wedding anniversary dinner she was on her cellphone. About half way home she said she told Mark to come up. I asked when. She said “tonight.” My heart was in my throat. Excited, unsure, anxious, and apprehensive.

He arrived and we have a quick drink and went directly to the bedroom. We all stripped. The room was candlelit and for the first time I saw his good-sized cock/ I also saw my wife naked with another man.

He said that respect in and outside of the bedroom was paramount, but that we all played a role and these roles were freely our choices. He took control.

As he lay my wife down on the bed he started playing with her tits and move to her pussy. He whispered something to her and she looked at me and said, “Why don’t you pay attention to Mark’s cock.” I was nervous. I was going to suck a guy’s cock again but in front of my wife. But just like with my junior high school friend I found myself moving to his cock and sucking.

She was wet and he was hard and he wanted to fuck her. He moved me off of him, mounted her and started fucking her; slow at first but them with purpose and then forceful purpose. It was amazing to watch and I knew right then that I loved watching my woman get fucked. I didn’t know if I was a full-blown cuckold or if I was a submissive husband with a hotwife, I just knew I enjoyed it.

He put her on all fours and told me to get into a 69 with her, me underneath with my head just about off the bed. He then told me to lick his balls as he fucked her. As he was pounding her pussy his balls flew over my mouth. I could taste them both. It was the best thing I have ever done sexually. He said in a breathless command, “Keep your mouth on my balls no matter what,” and after a few more strokes he started to shoot cum into her.

I could feel each shot of his cum moving through his tightened balls through his cock into her. It was incredible and I knew I was hooked. I had cum without knowing it.

As they both lay on the bed on their backs, she looked at me and said, “Why don’t you clean us both up.” I went to licking his cum from her pussy and both of them off his cock and balls as they watched me. They both, with wicked smirks, talked down to me as I did and that compounded my pleasure. “He’s pretty good at sucking cock,” he said to her. “Yeah, I’m pretty sure he likes it,” she said back.

He was a regular with us after that. We had 3 other alphas come and use us before we split up, but Mark was the first and the most frequent. He would make arrangements to meet so I could give him head alone and he would tell me about my wife’s pussy and his cock as I blew him. That was incredible as well.

The new GF is interested in the lifestyle and she is much more accepting of my cocksucking. I can’t wait until she crosses that Rubicon.