Should I fuck my neighbor or ?

2018/8/23

Should I make an attempt to fuck my sweet Latina
neighbor? No this is not a trick question, this thought,
okay the idea of fucking her has been floating through my mind
many times over the last few .

Lisa, is a 48/49
year who stands tall at 5’8 / 5’’9. As an Hispanic
woman, she has this muted brown skin and round brown eyes.
She is very nice, helpful to all, educated and all the more
important is a real mess. She has an ongoing physical disability
(slow deterioration of her vertebrae) plus varied other
physical health challenges / issues over the . This is one
of the main reasons I’ve not closed the deal by putting her over my couch and then attempting
to fuck the hell out of her. My mind vacillates between the
good angel sitting on my shoulder saying “”remember,
she is a broken “bird” and needs your love from afar,
or at least beyond my hard dick’s length and friendly
support as a neighbor”” and that devilish pussy hound
that loves great sex, wet pussies, very tight pussy, the
thought of a great mouth sliding up and down and working
on my hard black cock, the taste of a great pussy when sucking and licking her clit when going down on her and orally
pleasing my wet pussied partner. My erotic loving devil
is just sitting on the other shoulder tapping his foot saying
“ get to it and just fuck her”.

Lisa for many
, after graduating from law school, was always studying
for the state bar so she could practice law. It seems she
had trouble at least a few times passing the bar exam. It
was one barrier that I created when we first met, allowing
her errr, giving her space to get passed that obstacle.
Not clouding her studies with my hard cock sliding in and
out of her pussy, my hand guiding her head up and down on my
black cock or my dick fucking her ass doggy style. Oh those
thoughts have come back with a vengeance.

Yesterday,
early in the afternoon, she knocked on my door to return a container (not Tupperware ..frown) that once
had held a piece of strawberry swirl cheesecake that this
great baker (moi) made. The cheesecake was dropped off
by me at her apartment downstairs (on the the other end of
the building). It was last week, a few days after her recent
hospital stay. Upon answering / opening the door, there
she stood with this flowery flowing dress, almost billowing
in the wind. Quite a cliche right, yet it seemingly was.
What hit me how tall she really is and she was in small work
heels, maybe for comfort 1”-2” which made her almost
my height @6’1.

My eyes flowed down to her hips
which filled out the dress and the moved to stomach (she
recently had surgery in that area) and down her legs. While
she was talking and extending the container (again not
Tupperware) my ears were hearing and yet my mind could only
think why don’t you just fuck her. It would be fun to have
another close fuck, middle of the night booty call only
a two minute walk away. Then the good angel or now what is now called that angelic voice,
it is cautious and an inner voice saying that easy access,
well it also could be a really bad idea too. WTF, too much
thinking and not enough fucking.....